just jo like whoa

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 07:15:25 GMT

nothing new going on in my life besides work....btw got a new car awhile ago...a white scion tc...leave a message or 2 if u still love me...if not just visit my xanga cause its cooler or instant message me

You scored as Pride. \n\r</td>

Pride

94%

Gluttony

88%

Envy

88%

Greed

62%

Sloth

56%

Lust

56%

Wrath

50%

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Fri, 09 Jul 2004 17:07:03 GMT

guess whose bday is tomarrow....

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 06:45:29 GMT

IM BURINING FOR YOU!

i finally quit shithole kb with a no call no show then i called and told them to find someone else for tomarrow cause i quit!

ah it feels good though no more burden on my shoulder now i can relax for a few days till i start circut city

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 07:38:19 GMT

i'm a very lonely person...

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 04:53:36 GMT

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Your first full name
Your personality rates a	11
your best quality is	your sense of humor =)
your worst quality is	youre very wild
this is because	of who you are inside

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Fri, 12 Mar 2004 08:51:20 GMT

yo ive been listening to the new mario winans song "i don't wanna know" its got a great beat and the lyrics are fucking great...describes lots of shit...

"I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided ma
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe

Gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave"

some good lyrics yo...past few days ive been staying home and doin mad pushups and situps...i gotsta get in shape again...im in like a rebuliding stage right now i filled out apps for bergan county community college and lincoln tech...im going to play soccer again...and im going to look for a new job...

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 07:42:40 GMT

"I guess you try to take too much into your own hands and try to do too much and it didn’t work out."

-Alex Kovalev (former New York Ranger)

shit that like describes everything i do

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 06:46:23 GMT

me sick

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 05:33:04 GMT

not in the right state of thinking...my mood is all sorts of fucked up...

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 05:15:19 GMT

How many people have a crush on blackjo?
The below numbers indicate what sorta crushes people on blackjo's friends list have on her/him, as taken from the results of the original LJ Secret Crush Meme.

0 friends have a Secret Crush on blackjo. This is 0 more than in October, 2003. This is below average compared to other users.

1 friend has a Public Crush on blackjo. This is 1 more than in October, 2003. This is slightly above average compared to other users.

0 friends have an Ex-Crush on blackjo. This is 0 more than in October, 2003. This is below average compared to other users.

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Mon, 26 Jan 2004 07:10:33 GMT

so many things on my mind as of late...first thing is carlos...i was working saturday morning and i already had a bad day cause i got sharon mad cause i called mike about the store not being cleaned...talked to john for an hour about my shit...then as i was about to leave wendy jen janet and henery came by...me and wendy talked and she asked me if i was friends with carlos...i was like yea we tight...she told me he died in a car accident..at first i was in shock...even though i dont call him outside of fng he was still a good friend...i felt like crying i felt like breaking down...that right there made my day worse...im just goina miss talking about girls and chillin and shit at fng...it wont be the same...then after work jenna came by fng and made me feel a million times better...i told her what happened and she cared for me so much...we went to her house and watched bad boys total recall and bugs life...i feel so good whenever im around her...i feel i have nothng to worry about...today i went to fng got my ps2 back picked up jenna played some ddr went back to her house and just talked and snuggled...i was feeling so happy that on the way home i got pulled over for speeding 53 in a 40...i felt like i was in a different world...i have very strong feelings about her and i wish this could lead up to better things...she goes to illionis friday to see lou(the boyfriend)...i dont know what i get myself into but i just hope evrything works out...well i gotta scramble up like 100 dollars to pay the fine and go to court to pled not gulity...and we were just talking about how i never get cought by the cops for speeding...well i was wrong...in conclusion i wish that carlos is in a better place he will be missed dearly...*deep sigh*

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 20:12:00 GMT

HAPPY B DAY WENDY!!!!!!!!!! sorry i didnt tell u when i saw u cause like i didnt know till i read kevs lj post...well i hope u had a great birthday

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 06:17:08 GMT

You hate yourself a lot. You are most likely a Self
Injurer. It becomes an addiction and leaves you
with battle scars as you probably already know.
It's not the best coping mechanism, but
sometimes it's all you have.

How much do you hate yourself?
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Sat, 13 Dec 2003 16:03:27 GMT

tonights overnight was possible the best one...well my day was good before hand too...anyways i went in a little early and john talked to me about a few things that i did wrong...i kinda got pissed so when it came time to work i allowed no music and i was being an ass...i allowed no music cause i had some things on my mind...like alls i did was think about this girl like for 4 and a half hours straight...i was thinking what it would be like to be with her and what we would do and shit... just made me all sad that ill never be with a girl like her...ah this sucks....well after that and about 600 boxes priced and a can of red bull and no breaks im here wide awake and ready to go back to work later tonight...cant wait

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 10:03:22 GMT

*sigh* :( me in a sad mood for some reason

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 00:39:15 GMT

fixed up my lj to some simple thing...was getting bored of the plan shit...

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 04:57:00 GMT

does anyone ever have this feeling of sickness when u get mad and i mean MAD...i guess i never really experienced that yet till today...alls i can say is that work offically sucks...NOONE LISTENS TO ME ANYMORE...everyone thinks im fucking around when i tell them to do something...i never had that problem till a few days ago...AH FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna punch someone so hard....on top of noone listening i got all this fucking stress....i just cant deal with this bullshit anymore...im just gong to look for other jobs hopefully i can find something better then this shit...

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 04:27:59 GMT

i think me being nice is affecting me not getting a girl...i fucking hate being nice to everyone...i get nothing in return...the only people imma be nice to is my family...i think im the link or the middle man of all the problems in thehouse...my parents come to me and tell me about some problems with my brothersand shit...i feel like the answer for everything something like the golden child...if u see me and im down dont come and cheer me up it aint going to work...yes ill hang out with people but i wont be me until get myself straight...first thing i need to do is to go to school...then get a girlfriend...then have a steady job...well im hearing im going to be staying a full time manager at kb so im probly staying there plus im getting benifits...pleh...life is sucky...i hate everything :-/

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 05:03:09 GMT

just in a mood where im just thinking about sex...past few chillin with hot girls and looking at them makes me wanna get in them jeans and shit...cant control...need...girl...need it...like...now...*slams head on table numerous times* but it will not happen anytime soon...also i hate that dreadfull question of have u had sex...kinda imbrasing to answer when theres nothing to talk about...pleh lil ol'desprite me...*thinking* what to do what to do...soon i shall answer their questions...

life does suck

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 08:09:07 GMT

life sucks sometimes and today was a day that my life sucked...it consisted of stupidity clumsyness and just suckyness...everything possible went wrong in this meeting at work...nothing right happened today...i knocked over the battery rack and some objects got droped on people from me...:( ....made such a fucking fool of myself...well after that sucky ass meeting me mark and pat went to applebees to chill and relax...we had some fun cause alls we did was make fun of people and just chill...we watched the dolpins comeback and i ate lotsa ribs...then outta nowhere pat yells hey! and this asian girl stops and says y u sayin hi to me u dont know me....then she points to me and says i know him...i was like huh?? then i asked her, her name and she said yuli then i was like OMFG! we chatted for a bit then she went back to her table....what a random encounter...we talked about tattoos...my next one will probly be the 4 elements of life EARTH FIRE WIND and WATER in kanji either on my chest or maybe my tricep...dunno yet...we talked about more random things it totally got my mind of the horrible day i had...well right now im hungry and lonely... :( :( pleh boohoo for me...

Fri, 07 Nov 2003 10:53:02 GMT

im bored and tired but i cant sleep... :\

Sat, 01 Nov 2003 07:50:50 GMT

ever since i started my manager position my life has sucked...ive been a looser and stayed home for the past 2 weeks and havent done a thing but play ps2...this past week i was asked to work at the west cadwel store as a full time manager i of course accpeted it...then on the day of my overnight i was told that frank is now taking my spot over there and i was to take his spot in the overnight...once i heard that i fucking freaked out and i did absoulty nothing for like 2 hours...I DONT WANT TO DO OVERNIGHTS! im fucking dying i have nomore life cause of that shit...my fucking sleep paterens fucking suck i sleep all day and at night im wide awake...fuck...next thing is that im not even eating anymore...i have at least one decent size meal a day now before i used to pig out...i have no desire to do anything anymore im almsot ready to quit...and another thing if im seasonal manager i should be getting paid like one...im only getting 8 an hour and seasonal managers get 9 (at least last years managers got 9) and if i dont get anything thats alittle more then 8 im just going to leave this is fucking bullshit...and now lori is back as our manager so that means the full time managers are all full and that means manager jo wont be manager after the season...i need something with benifits and good pay...i devoted my life to overnights last year cause i was working with mike now im in charge and im working with 2 new people but maureen is good so im only working with one new person...im not going to do any good as a overnight manager i can guarentee it...this fucking sucks...im really not up to doing this shit every week...maybe a few times a month is good for me...so far 2 weeks in a row ive been failing in these overnights...i havent accomplished nothing...the question in my head is y me...y do i have to have the heavy burden on my shoulders...even john said i wasnt ready to do overnights by myself...maybe this isnt worth stressing about maybe the real question is can i do this myself can i prove to john and mike im worthy enough to be a manager...to be this super human guy...to be the role model...to be this enforcer...well i think its time for me to shine...ill see what happens this next overnight...

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 06:04:06 GMT

im thinking about gettin my ears percied...i wanna know what people would think about it

Thu, 16 Oct 2003 04:14:08 GMT

wow i havent felt this good about myself for awhile...from next week till whenever i shall be named "manager jo of kb toys" heh...starting monday i get the rundown about my responsiblities are and stuff...wow i cant believe im up there...i got my long awaited raise and some respect...yesterday at work i had lost of compliments by lots of customers...it felt good to have someone say something good about you...something totally different cause im not used to being so rewarded before...hmm well i know for now on ill do my best as a manager cause it would be cool to stay as a full time manager...i had some dream this morning as i was sleeping and i didnt want to wake up cause it was so amasing...and no its not about work its about a girl i meet and i never wanted to let her go like ill do anything for this girl...yea its only a dream and i know i wont find this girl for awhile...it sucks being single i need a girl...i want that feeling again... meh....time to start searching....

Fri, 05 Sep 2003 13:32:27 GMT

wow i just realized that lj has a new skin and it totally fucked me up i thought i was still sleeping or something...weird shit...well today im going to circuit city for like the 10th time to see if i get this interview/job there cause like i need lotsa money and fast...then me doc and dom are making a movie its going to be the shit i cant wait till we start filming today...me = out